Sad Theatre

Errr...

Do you guys like have this habit of talking to yourself? I do

Its how I simulate each event...say...like a presentation or a conversation or confrontation.

I think recently mine has gone too far...I started to create my own characters. Then I housed them in this world i created. All inside my mind. Freaky huh?

The character is none other then my own different version. Each version has this 'opinion' about stuf that happen in reality.

Example...

Let say there's this item I wanted to buy and it cost like crazy expensive. So, my 'Fanism' would persuade me to buy it even though I might suffer financially later on.

My 'Berjimat' self would force me NOT to buy because its ridiculous.

So the pressure is this...Its a LIMITED EDITION PIG RABBIT!!! only one left

So i consult my 'Logic & Common sense' to have a meeting with both 'Fanism' and 'Berjimat'

The conclusion i get is this (after and intervention from my 'Angel' side):

It's already Asar and I better pray first to calm me down. Later we went back to the shop. If its still there then it must be fate. So I arrange an agreement with the shop owner to let me book it first. If she allow, I pay half now, and half after I got my latest paycheck on certain date.

I she agrees, then the item is fated to belong to me
If not, then It wasn't meant to be...

All has their part in discussion.

That's is my mind theater.


* What make's it sad is that I accidentally created my version of ultimate female companion. Now I obligate to find her. It's not much though but my peculiar likings makes it harder...

So there.